now you know how i feelnna latent calm that's half confusednnsometimes i'm strong i feelnnthat i don't care that i've done wrongnnfinding out what is real for younnkinda drawn and half amusednnfeelings change and sometimes i can't dealnnwith all these thingsnnequivocationnni'm messednnunreasonable tongue is soporificnnthinking softer softer stillnni really ought to knownnyou shouldnnnow you know how i feelnnkinda drawn but half uncertainnnthinking what if maybennthere is something greater still