you got to understand, you know, I'm hurting toonI don't even know why I did it, I can't even explainnthe actions that I tooknwhat I did was uncalled fornI just want you to know that...I'm sorry.nnWe all see things vividly through our own eyesnto the ones I left you hurt in the past, I apologizenI didn't realize the pain that my actions causednLord knows I ain't perfect, my life's filled with flawsnwhoever said words can never hurt you was a liarnword can leave you scarred just like burns from firenand now I wish I could take back some things I saidnwhen I spoke out of anger, not using my headnarguments are kind of tense and out of controlnI went from hurting your feelings to piercing your soulnand it kills me not to know if the wounds ever healedntoo many nights I prayed for forgiveness as I kneelednused to worry about being popular or acceptednit's amazing what we do to avoid being rejectednto those I disrespected to amuse my friendsnthe laughs don't make up for the guily feel' in the endntime and time again I think back on my past decisionsnvisions in my head led my conscious with decisionsnno way I could go back in time and change the pastnninstead I'll live with these regrets nfor your forgiveness I ask (x4)nn[hook]nSometimes we make decisions in our lifenthat we wish we could back and change and make rightnnot thinking of the consequences of our actionsnnow it's got us thinking back, wishing it never happenednnlook, I'm sorry if I may have judged you before I knew younthat stuff'll catch up to you like a hex or a voodoonI assume things without knowing the factsnthought I had the answers without going to asknand when I really got to know you, I was ashamednthe way I talked behind your back nwithout even knowing your namenwhat a coward I was, I only thought of myselfnI probably put a big hole on your emotional healthnI never onece thought about how you would feel afterntoo busy puttin' you down nbeing consumed by all the laughternthe name calling; the fats and the uglysnjust because I wanted the cool people to love menso I spread some rumors and some gossip toonto make sure that I hurt you as much as possiblenand it was like I couldn't stop nuntil your reputation was gonenand I really didn't stop to think what I was doing nI'm only human and I'm admitting my faultsnat times I wish my mouth could just be locked away nin a vaultnand it was like I threw poisonous darts with those liesnand unfortunately my aim was so good, I hit the bullseyenI never meant to cause you heartache and painnnad I never meant to take your umbrella in the rainnI apologize my friend...nand I wouldn't be surprised if you'd never wanna see me againnn[hook]nSometimes we make decisions in our lifenthat we wish we could back and change and make rightnnot thinking of the consequences of our actionsnnow it's got us thinking back, wishing it never happened