I've been waiting for days for a reason to stay.nAnd the way that you change is the way that I stay the same.nAnd I know you forget every waking moment.nnAnd sometimes I'm fine,nBut mostly I'm not.nnThe static from your favorite sweater,nTaking pictures from the highway in your car.nIt's all in my head and it's never again.nnAnd I'm wondering why,nI even try to breathe.nnIt's all I want to know,nYou're all I want to know.nnStill I wait for days in the rain,nSo that the sky never fades,nAnd your ghost is the same.nnAnd sometimes I'm fine,nBut mostly I'm not.nnEvery second is a second I'd take back,nIf every day was a blink in forever.nAnd I tried every way to make you stay.nIs my bed not warm?nAre my eyes too worn?nnAnd I'm wondering why,nI even try to breathe.nnI still dream of the universe,nAnd how it reminds me of us.nBut it never fades unlike how I fade.nAnd it's unexplainble.nAnd it's unbearable.nI can't take anymore so I fall to the floor.nnAnd can you believe that I still breathe alone?