I am not gonna make it nI can see the crowd around me nIs getting bigger and as it is nI'm trying to figure out nWhy I feel so isolated nnI have my friends nBut don't have much time for them nI have my house nA tiny pocket in my luggage nI have my boyfriend nBut he's also so tired of listening to me nnEvery single day nSeems like a mountain to climb nEvery single word nIt takes all my strength to get it out nI'm tired of talking about me nBut in fact, it's the only thing nI get a grip on nnI feel like I'm not gonna make it nI really feel like I'm not gonna make it nBut it might be the best thing nThat ever happened to me, so now nnHey little girl keep on smilin' nCause they don't want to hear you complaining nYou're a lucky girl nYour life's so exciting nSo I'll keep on making bad jokes ncause you think I'm strong nAnd it might be the way you like it nOh how I need you to like me... nnI have tried as hard as I can nnI have tried to go through 9 to 5 nBut I was like a train nBetween work and bars nNever found out what I was travelling for nnNow I have my car nBut I ain't got no safe place to go nI still hold my drink nBut I'm not as thirsty as before nnI have my voice nBut I heard lately that people nDon't want to hear sad songs nnEvery single place nIt's all the same to me nEvery single face nI know it will be replaced nBy another smiling one nWho will also be left soon nSomewhere behind nnI feel like I'm not gonna make it nI really feel like I'm not gonna make it nBut it might be the best thing nThat ever happened to me, so now nnHey little girl keep on smilin' nCause they don't want to hear you complaining nYou're a lucky girl nYour life is so exciting nSo I'll keep on making bad jokes ncause you think I'm strong nAnd it might be the way you like it nOh how I need you to like me... nnnPlease now just don't count on me nI can't handle it anymore nAnd don't ask me why nIf you don't want me to lie nBut don't be alarmed nDon't you see that I'm just down nJust don't worry soon nI'll be back on the tracks nnSmiiiliiiiing!! nnCause I'll get tired of complaining nI'm a lucky girl nAnd I'm doing exactly what I wanted nSo I'll keep on making bad jokes nCause I need to be strong nIt might be my only chance to get out of it nAnd now I really need to make itn