waking up was the hardest thing we all had to look forward to nignoring sirens ringing interrupting silent voids for you ni was left i was left on my own nnot enough to care for in the absence of all i know nnyou're story was thickening as self experienced self neach individual now would seem like no one else ncount my sins as i cast them aside nletting all that was me from darkening inside nnthis was it nthis was it nwith no positive outlet nas time persists nno time exists nwithin all we had discovered nthis resist nneveryone knew and yet no one wanted to say nmust be scared that all our words would make everything go away nfault in deed is a fault at my side nsorrows come and i take them all in stride nnoh i ncall upon this anything with anybody a burning sing falling out to see the love ni coming out nnis it a heart or my head calling out the mind? nis it the same as the last time before? nsome have heard we can know all lies nnbattling our supposed right ncasting out all suspicious eyes nrotting horror still insight ncausing sorrow still inside nnall i knew was that the times before had gone nand now the times forward had come nand there was nothing more for me to run nwrap my heart as i leave them alone nlieing by on my own lying on my own nnwas i a disease or was i to be deceased? nwas i to be blamed for all i now could see? ni was left, i was left on my own nnow all i created had become my home nnall lies n-left by my side n-and i take it all in stride n-and the silence all abides nas i learn this beating heart beating on ni know your love does not make it wrong ni know nnthis pain that we create nthis pain that we create nthis pain that we create nstopn