Shadows of irrational dread nSensing worms in lust, blood eyed nThe source of my cold existence nForming, completing my dark side nOverwhelmed by self compassion nA symphony in chaos to no ones ears nThe sound of laughter in suffering nAnd unmourning tears nnMy thoughts, without connection nnAbsorbed by a painless heart nSpreading through my swelling veins nLike million creatures trying to defeat nThe organic structure of my human flesh nOrgasmic smell of blood, a new born beast nI have become, I have arrived to join this feast nBorn a beast nnWrath boiling under the surface of my brain nWith the thrilling sense from a reptile chase nCrawling from the genetic deep charm nA buried memory of an ancient race nnShadows of irrational dread nSensing worms in lust, blood eyed nInsanity fills my thoughts nA frightful urge to complete my desires nI won't irritate my atmosphere nOpened blind eyes, frozen breath nLaughter's sounding everywhere nWaking up from apparent death nnThe eternal well of inner rejection