I tried to cover it.nSo mother wouldn't see.nBut instead the blood shown through.nAnd she could even feel me bleed.nI seen the look on her face.nWhen I told her the truth.nI felt such disgrace,nWhen I said 'Because of you'nnnPeople at school,nThey tease and they mock.nBut they don't relize,nThe pain or the shock.nnnI should have spoke up.nYou should have just stopped.nI've had quite enough.nMy heart-beat has dropped.nnnIf only you could see me lying here now.nMaybe you would have stopped.nAnd saved me somehow.nI never told you the truth.nI said only lies.nI should have screamed no.nwhen you asked 'Are you alright?'nnThe scars remind us.nOf when we were weak.nAnd how we had no one.nTo stand up and speak.nYou can only look back.nIf you make it through.nI didn't have that.nI wish you knew.nnThe pain and suffering,nDay by day.nThe ache and hurt,nNever went away.nn