I am scarred from the actions of othersnI am scarred from the actions of selfnI am scarred by the times that I held back the stormnwith no one to turn to, nobody elsenI have risen beyond what I used to benI have fought hard to gain what I lackednBut I stil hear the footsteps of my failures on my heelsnand everything I thought Ieft behind is clinging to my backnI have made myself a fortress in pursuit of all my dreams,nbut it's built upon my self-doubt and more fragile than it seemsnI can struggle to forget that I've always felt alone,nbut I can't escape the consequence of standing on my ownnnI've been brokennNothing can make me whole againnI've been fighting battles that can't be wonnDrowning in a sea of self-hatenSearching for an answer that never wasnnI've spent half of my life trying to kill my demonsnand I'm frightened that the processnmay have turned me into one of themnI've looked into the darkness of my personal abyss,nbut I feel it staring back and it sees right through menI am beaten but unbrokennI am bloodied but unbowednAnd these years have left me shattered,nbut I'll make it through somehownnI've been brokennNothing can make me whole againnI've been fighting battles that can't be wonnDrowning in a sea of self-hatenSearching for an answer that never wasnnI think that's probably why I've been alone all my lifenI think that's probably why I am lostnand I'm scared that I can't find my waynnI've spent half of my life trying to kill my demonsnand I'm frightened that the processnmay have turned me into one of themnI've looked into the darkness of my personal abyss,nbut I feel it staring back and it sees right through menNow I struggle to forget that I've always felt alonenand I can't escape the consequence of being on my ownnnI've been brokennNothing can make me whole againnI've been fighting battles that can't be wonnI've been tortured, shaped into what I amnScars I've hidden through my entire lifenSearching for what never wasnDrowning in an endless sea of doubt