i reach outnnit feels goodnni observenni write i singnnnnthis is what worksnnit happensnnyou said it happensnnyou said it happensnndo you remember that?nndo you remember all of that time?nnnni was coloring you in, writing the detailsnnwhen you fixed the lines it clickednnwhen you bled it was more of an end than you'll knownnmore of an end than you'll let yourself knownnmore of an end than you want to knownnnndigital tides is all i can makennmy roommate's asleep and i live with nine othersnnthey're circles surrounding what i'm tryingnnbut i love it i rely on itnni want them to stay forevernni want you to stay forevernni wanted you to stay forevernnnnbut that's untenable, you know? nothing lasts forever, right?nnwell this is fucking bullshit then. it makes sense to alternnwhat forever means, right? shove it into blank space, watchnnit collapse? it's in an aluminum can that i stuck in the northeastnnelevator. it's in the phonebox. eye know you're healing. to heal andnnbe healed. it's fucking amazing. you're like a letter. a nnnew thing to understand and then integrate into everything. i don'tnnthink you get that though. you won't you don't. it's not so obvious.nnuh, i'm making this for you. i'm making this for myself. what's the difference?nnnnthere won't be. you're shadows. you fall you breathe you walk. nnnni didn't want to go in this direction i have to stop.nnnni love you. you're my north tower. i have to stop.