I’ve been wondering why nothing ever gets to me nI’ve been hearing nothing now for far too long nI can hardly stand to sit for one more word nI’ve been counting seconds ‘til I can leave nWon’t you let me, let me leave n nI’ve been thinking that maybe this is all my fault nMaybe thinking is the thing that got me where I am now nLet my mind wander to the desert where it’s all alone nCan I hold on to what I know? nSometimes, I don’t think so n nPull back the curtain to find that I am not what you thought nAnd see that what I think is not what you taught nI know all the words I play in all the right keys nDon’t be surprised when you find out that you’ve been deceived n nLately I’ve grown sick of what’s been going on nIt seems that I lose control every time I’m alone nAnd I won’t talk about anything with anyone nEven though I know there’s nothing I can do nBut the question is can I depend on you? n nPull back the curtain to find that I am not what you thought nAnd see that what I think is not what you taught nI know all the words I play in all the right keys nDon’t be surprised when you find out that you’ve been deceived n n nOh Lord, send me back again nWhen love was all I’d need nOh Lord, send it back again nThe joy of my salvation nOh Lord, send me back again nTo a day when I was free nOh, Lord, if only I knew then nOnce you start you can’t never stop