everything looks nice from where i'm standing.nbut i'm blinded, swinging at everything close.nand all you wanted, was to stick your tongue down my throat.nso, now we'll never know, what could have been.nand we'll always know, what will never happen.nstare at our kids, for the last time.ntake off your ring, for this one time.ni am permanently a ghost, and temporarily stunned.nwhy couldn't you be, something more than a machine?nyou've got your fingers dug into my neck,nyour scars don't have time to rest.nall you have of me, was my best.nits actually a huge coincidence.nwhen what we're both speaking makes no sense.nwhy can't you tell me what you're thinking?nthis will lead to your secret destruction.nyou will be there to decay from the inside out.nand i will be here, laughing my ass off.ni'm still blinded, swinging at you.neverything is falling apart, its got me on my knees.