i see shadows crawling up the wallnbut i can't tell if they are there at allntime for a fix ndestroying all my cellsnalthough i need it, it's like a personal hellnnyeah traveling through my veinsnblood, bones, toes and fingersnnothing's left unpainednwell i said enough's enoughnbut you're already at my doorni really feel like i'm dyingnwell i better take some morenit's irresponsiblennthey say,n''hey boy, you gotta come clean''nwell i'm not dirty, i don't know what they meannand i'm too scared to fall asleepnif i fall inni may get in too deepnnyeah traveling through my veinsnblood, bones, toes and fingersnnothing's left unpainednwell i said enough's enoughnbut you're already at my doorni really feel like im dyingnwell i better take some morenit's irresponsible