okay it's another day nget up get dressed get ready to play the game ncold coffee and a new cliche nit's summer outside and i'm running out of things to blame npast couple of months or so ni've been feeling like i'm the only one here who cares ndepression has a tendency to come and go nthink it's gone turn around and it's right there nlately i've seen everybody's looking down nthere must be something fascinating on the ground nor are we just afraid to look each other in the eye nwhat are we afraid to find nit's just a couple more weeks til the school year ends ni tell myself cross the calender brush and walk out the door ni'm afraid to call my friends ni'm afraid to do anything at all nexcept sit and listen to the same three bands ntill you know em so well you think nthat maybe they're the friends that you lost nwhen you disappeared inside of yourself nand traded the warmth of holding hands for cold applause ni think maybe i am coming out the other side nguess this means that we're all gonna be all right noh i know that this shit will all return nbut just think how much we've learned