Verse 1:nnI can't find the words, to tell you how I feel,nnCould someone please just tell me, if this was ever real.nnAnd how can I explain it, when I don't understand,nnIf I was truly hurting, would you come and take my hand?nn nnAnd for a moment I forgave me,nnFor a moment I believed,nnFor a moment I became me, and not once slow down to see.nnDid I pretend that I was happy?nnCos the laughter felt so real…nnAnd now I sit with stars above me in a moment so surreal.nn nnChorus:nnAnd it makes me wonder,nnHow it's supposed to bennWhy do I carry,nnAll of this hopeless pride with mennAnd I imagine, nnHow it's supposed to feelnnDid I pretend I was pretendingnnWas I hurting just to heal,nnAnd now I see, nnI'm only picking up the pieces of me.nn nnVerse 2:nnAnd I need to know this, was I supposed to walk away?nnWas I meant to notice, what I never thought to say nnDid I need to hear this, and how was I supposed to knownnTo find the missing piece of somethingnnThat you never thought to show.nn nnAnd I'm searching, for the answer to your liesnnAnd I'm hiding with the shadow of the moonnnAs my disguisennAnd I know, I knownn nnChorus:nnAnd it makes me wonder,nnHow it's supposed to bennWhy do I carry,nnAll of this hopeless pride with mennAnd I imagine, nnHow it's supposed to feelnnDid I pretend I was pretendingnnWas I hurting just to heal,nnAnd now I see,nnNow I see…nn nnIt makes me wonder…nnOh, and why do I, why do I carry all this pride with me?nnAnd I imagine, how it's supposed to feelnnDid I pretend I was pretending?nnWas I hurting just to heal?nnAnd now I see, nnI'm only picking up the pieces of me.nnWhat's left of me… I see, nnI'm only picking up the pieces,nnOf me…nn