Buried beneath these vaguenillusionsnThat carries me home,nthat carries us homenSearchingnfor the right way backnI'm takingnthis head on with my fears in andeath gripnI remain and emptynshell what do I call home where donI gonI'm searching for a sign andnthe currents getting strongernnDon't pull me down don't pull menunder nThe choir is singing fornyour failurenOur faults andnfailures sink in so deep yournwords are set against a secondnchance nYour legs begin to bucklenyour bowing down nNo words couldnever explain this hell I walknInam letting go of judgement I willnfall alone I am the only me I willnfall alonenI'm ripping perfectionnright through their fuckingnteethnI'm giving in I'm swallowednby all my griefnIf these feetnwont hold you down, my love willnbe so heavy