nni rode my bike home after dawn nnand the sun rise felt abrasivennlike after a middle school dance when they turn the gym lights onnnnnunder bridges, over grass nnit was hard to keep peddling when all i wanted to do was peddle backnnnnwe drove east out to seannon one of them tall white life guard chairsnnand a borrowed adidas jacket and a moon like a swollen tangerinennnnthree months ago almost to the daynnit's weird to think how much is different and how much is exactly exactly exactly exactly the samennnnon the trip back i remember saying to myself our town looks cute and then instantly thinking this will never be our town.