It’s sick, operating from this ditch.nIt boggles my mind we still have to put up with this shit.nWe have been dragging for years.nAnd if words mean nothing then why are we talking.nnSo many times I wish I had the strength to turn around walking.nIt’s beyond an injustice, the way that we are trampled and it still blows my mind.nJust save your sleepless nights of abuse and bingesnfor when I need you the most so I can regret my faith in you.nNow my heart is pounding at the sight of your stupid glass eyes.nnCan’t see straight, can’t walk straight, can’t live straight.nnYou just spit in my face knowing that I’ll be there tomorrow to drag you along.nYou’re a liar, and you are taking years off my life.nnJaw clinched tight even long after you are out of sight.nProve me wrong, if prove me wrong then I would gladly forget all about this song.nBut somehow you continue to surprise me.nnHow long can I sustain this?nDysfunction leaving me brainless.nScornful derision is the message your sending.nA throat full of curses is inevitably pending.nYou can’t hide shit from me, that’s ridiculous.nTry to play it off you can’t be serious.nnI wish there was a way out.nGot to find a way to cure what’s inside of you.nI am having dreams at night of my hands violently wrapped around your neck,nand I want to return the pain.nnIt’s hard to believe where I have placed my priorities in life knowing who you really are.nI am just glad that I’m not you, and I will never be like you.nnI got my guard up for another let down, and sadly enough it prefaces your name.nAnd here we are again.nnYou make it so hard to just be proud of my self, sooner than later I might just be somebody else.nnTake a look at yourself.nn