I really don't know what I'm doing here
I really think I should've gone to bed tonight but
Just one drink
And there're some people to meet you
I think that you'll like them
I have to say we do
And I promise in less than an hour we will honestly go
Now why don't I just get you another
While you just say hello
Yeah just say hello
So I'm clutching it tight
Another glass in my hand
And my mouth and the smiles
Moving up as I stand up
Too close and too wide
And the smiles are too bright
And I breathe in too deep
And my head's getting light
But the air is getting heavier and it's closer
And I'm starting to sway
And the hands on all my shoulders don't have names
And they won't go away
So here I go
Here I go again
Falling into strangers
And it's only just eleven
And I'm staring like a child
Until someone slips me heaven
And I take it on my knees
Just like a thousand times before
And I get transfixed
That fixed
And I'm just looking at the floor
Just looking at the floor
Yeah I look at the floor
And I'm starting to laugh
Like an animal in pain
And I've got blood on my hands
And I've got hands in my brain
And the first short retch
Leaves me gasping for more
And I stagger over screaming
On my way to the floor
And I'm back on my back
With the lights and the lies in my eyes
And the colour and the music's too loud
And my head's all the wrong size
So here I go
Here I go again
Yeah I laugh and I jump
And I sing and I laugh
And I dance and I laugh
And I laugh and I laugh
And I can't seem to think
Where this is
Who I am
Why I'm keeping this going
Keep pouring it out
Keep pouring it down
And the way the rain comes down hard
That's the way I feel inside
I can't take it anymore
This it I've become
This is it like I get
When my life's going numb
I just keep moving my mouth
I just keep moving my feet
I say I'm loving you to death
Like I'm losing my breath
And all the smiles that I wear
And all the games that I play
And all the drinks that I mix
And I drink until I'm sick
And all the faces that I make
And all the shapes that I throw
And all the people I meet
And all the words that I know
Makes me sick to the heart
Oh I feel so tired
And the way the rain comes down hard
That's how I feel inside
Open
The Cure
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Lyrics by The Cure
(I Don't Know What's Going ) On 10:15 Saturday Night 10:15 Saturday Night (Chestnut Studio Demo) 10:15 Saturday Night (Home Demo) 10:15 Saturday Night (Robert Smith Home Demo) 10:15 Saturday Night [Home Demo] 10:15 Saturday Night [Studio Demo] 10.15 Saturday Night 10.15 Saturday Night (home demo) 10.15 Saturday Night (studio demo) 13th 2 Late 39 A Boy I Never Knew A Chain Of Flowers A Few Hours After This A Few Hours After This.... A Foolish Arrangement A Forest A Forest - Show Version A Forest (Alternate version, live in Amsterdam 198... A Forest (Alternate version, live in Amsterdam 198... A Forest (Early version one, live at La Bataclan 1... A Forest (Early version two, live at La Bataclan 1... A Forest (live in France 6/80) A Forest (Live) A forest-killburn nat'l version A Hand Inside My Mouth A Japanese Dream A Letter To Elise A Letter To Elise(play out vers.) A Man Inside My Mouth A Man Inside My Mouth (EP) A Man Inside My Mouth [Fitz/F2 Studios Demo 2/85][... A Night Like This A Night Like This (EP) A Night Like This [Fitz/F2 Studios Demo 2/85][#] A Normal Story A Pink Dream A Reflection A Reflection [Live in France][#] A Short Term Effect A Short Term Effect (Live In Brussels 6/82) A Short Term Effect (Live) A Sign From God A Strange Day A Strange Day (Live In the Hammersmith Odean 5/82) A Thousand Hours A Thousand Hours [Miraval Studio Guide Vocal/Rough... Accuracy Accuracy (live) Accuracy [Live] Adonais Airlock: The Soundtrack All Cats Are Grey All Cats are Grey (live 81) All Cats Are Grey [Live][#] All Day And All Of The Night All I Want All I Want (Studio Demo) All I Want [Beethoven St. Studio Demo][Instrumenta... All Kinds of Stuff All Mine alt.end Anniversary Another Day Another Girl, Another Planet (The Only Ones cover) Another Journey by Train Another Journey by Train [#][Instrumental][Demo Ve... Anyone But You Dear Apart Ariel At Night At Night (live in France 6/80) At Night (Live In France) At Night [Live][#] Babble Babble [Alternate Version] [Studio Rough] [#][Inst... Babble [Unavailable on LP] Baby Screams Bananafishbones Bananafishbones [Live Bootleg][#][*] Bare Before Three Believe Bird Mad Girl Birdmad Girl Birdmad Girl [Studio Demo][#][*] bloodflowers Boys Don't Cry Boys Don't Cry (Chestnut Studio Demo) Boys Don't Cry (Single Version) Boys Don't Cry (studio demo) Breath Breathe Burn Carnage Visors Catch Catch [Bootleg][Live] Caterpillar (Flicker Mix) Charlotte Sometimes Charlotte Sometimes (Single Version) Charlotte Sometimes [Single] Ching Chang Chong Close To Me Close to Me ( Closest Mix ) Close To Me (EP) Close to Me [Acoustic] Close to Me [Acoustic][Multimedia Track] Close to Me [Closer Mix] Close to Me [Closet Remix] Close to Me [DVD] Close to Me [Fitz/F2 Studios Demo 2/85][#] Closedown Closedown [Band Demo] [#][Instrumental][Demo Versi... Club America Cold Cold (Live In the Hammersmith Odean 5/82) Cold (Live) Cold [Live][#] Come On Eileen Coming Up Cure - Just Like Heaven Cut Cut Here Cut Here (Acoustic Version) Cut Here [#] Cut Here [Acoustic] Cut Here [DVD] Cut(play out vers.) Demise Descent Desperate Journalist Disintegration Disintegration [Live] Do The Hansa Doing The Unstuck Doing the Unstuck (Saunders 12" Remix) Doubt Doubt [RS Home Demo][#] Down Under Dredd Song Dressing Up Drowning End Esten Exploding Head Syndrome Faded Smiles Faith Faith - Tiannemen Version Faith [Live] Faith [RS Home Demo][#] Fake Fascination Street Fascination Street ( Extended Mix ) Fascination Street [#] Fascination Street [Live] Fascination Street [RS Home Demo] [#][Instrumental... Fear Of Ghosts Fight Fight [Bootleg][Live] Figurehead Fire In Cairo Fire In Cairo (Chestnut Studio Demo) Fire in Cairo (studio demo) Fire in Cairo [Studio Demo] Forever Foxy Lady Freakshow Friday I'm In Love Friday I'm In Love (Strangelove Mix) From The Edge Of The Deep Green Sea Give Me It Give Me It (Live) Give Me It [Studio Demo][#][*] Going Home Time Going Nowhere Gone Gone! Grinding Halt Grinding Halt (home demo) Grinding Halt [Home Demo] Halo Happy Birthday \/ Three Happy Bithday Simon Happy The Man Happy the Man [Studio Demo][#][*] Harold And Joe Hello I Love You Hello I Love You (Slight Return Mix) Hello I Love You (Unreleased Psychedelic Mix) Hello, I Love You Hello, I Love You (The Doors cover) Heroin Face Heroin Face (live) Heroin Face (Single Version) Hey You! (Studio Demo) Hey You! [Jean Costas Studio Demo][Instrumental] Hey You!!! Hey You!!! (Kevorkian 12" Remix) High Home Home Sick Homesick Homesick [*] Hot Hot Hot Hot Hot Hot!!! Hot Hot Hot!!! (Studio Demo) Hot Hot Hot!!! [Beethoven St. Studio Demo][Instrum... Hot Hot Hot!!! [Extended Mix] How Beautiful You Are I Dig You I Dig You (Cult Hero Live In the Marquee Club Lond... I Don't Know What's Going On I Don’t Know What’s Going On I Just Need Myself I Just Need Myself (PSL Studio Demo) I Just Need Myself (studio demo) I Want To Be Old I Want To Be Old (studio demo) I Want to Be Old [Studio Demo][#] I'm A Cult Hero I'm a Cult Hero (Cult Hero Live In the Marquee Clu... I'm Cold I'm Cold (Sav Studio Demo) I'm Cold (studio demo) Icing Sugar Icing Sugar (Weird Remix) Icing Sugar [Miraval Studio Guide Vocal/Rough Mix] Icing Sugar [Weird Remix] If Only Tonight We Could Sleep If Only Tonight We Could Sleep (Studio Demo) If Only Tonight We Could Sleep [Jean Costas Studio... If Only Tonight We Could Sleep? If You Leave In Between Days In Between Days [RS Home Demo 12/84][#][Instrument... In Your House In Your House (Curiousity Version) In Your House (Live in Amsterdam Jan. 1980) Inbetween Days Innsbruck Inwood It Used To Be Me It Used to Be Me [*] It's Friday And I'm In Love It's Not You It's Not You (Chestnut Studio Demo) It's Not You (studio demo) It's Over Jumping On Someone Else's Train (Single Version) Jumping Someone Else's Train Jumping Someone Else's Train (extra album track) Jumping Somone Else's Train Jupiter Crash Just Heaven Just Like Heaven Just Like Heaven (Studio Demo) Just Like Heaven [Jean Costas Studio Demo][Instrum... Just One Kiss Just Say Yes Just Say Yes [#] Just Say Yes [Curve Remix][#] Killing An Arab Killing An Arab (Live) Killing Another Kyoto Song Kyoto Song [Fitz/F2 Studios Demo 2/85][#] La Ment La Ment (Flexipop Version) Labyrinth Lament Last Dance Last Dance [*] Last Day Of Summer, The Let's Go To Bed Let's Go To Bed (Milk Mix) Like An Animal Like Cockatoos Like Cockatoos (Studio Demo) Like Cockatoos [Beethoven St. Studio Demo][Instrum... Looking-glass-girl Lost Loudest Sound, The Love (John Lennon cover) Love Song Love Song (Remix Version) Love Song [Remix] Love Will Tear Us Apart (Joy Division cover) Lovecats Lovesong Lovesong (Acoustic Version) Lovesong [Acoustic] Lovesong [DVD] Lovesong [Extended Mix] Lullaby Lullaby [Studio Rough] [Guide Vocal] [#][Version] M M (gallup/hartley/smith/tolhurst) M (live in Arnhem 5/80) M (Live In Arnhem May 1980) maybe someday Maybe Someday (Acoustic Mix) Meat Hook Meat HookMeathook Meathook Merry Christmas Everybody Mint Car More Than This Mouth to Mouth Mr. Alphabet says Mr. Pink Eyes Never Never Enough Never Enough (Big Mix) Never Enough [Acoustic] Never Enough [DVD] New Day New Day (EP) Noheart Numb NY Trip Object Ocean On... One Hundred Years One Hundred Years (Live) One Hundred Years (Rhino Studio Demo) One Hundred Years (Single) One Hundred Years (Studio Demo) One Hundred Years [Studio Demo][#] One More Time One More Time [Miraval Studio Guide Vocal/Rough Mi... Orgy Other Voices Other Voices (Live 81) Other Voices (Live Summer 1981) Out Of Mind Out of Mind [Studio Rough] [Guide Vocal] [#][Versi... Out of Mind [Unavailable on LP] out of this world Out of This World (Oakenfold Remix) Out of This World [Oakenfold Remix] Pictures Of Yo Pictures Of You Pictures of You (Extended Dub Mix) Pictures of You [RS Home Demo] [#][Instrumental][D... Piggy in the Mirror Piggy in the Mirror [Studio Demo][#][*] Pillbox Tales Pirate Ships Plainsong Plastic Passion Play Play for Today Play for Today (Live In France June 1980) Play for Today [Live in France][#] Play with Me Play With Me (Three Imaginary Boys Studio Outtake) Please Come Home Please Project Pornography Pornography (Live In the Hammersmith Odean 5/82) Pornography (Live) Pornography [Interview] Pornography [Re-Recorded 25.5.05] Possession Prayers For Rain Primary Primary (Red Mix) Primary [Studio Outtake][#] Purple Haze Purple Haze (Jimi Hendrix cover) Purple Haze [Virgin Radio Version][Live] Push Push [RS Home Demo 12/84][#][Instrumental] Quicksand Return Round & Round & Round Round & Round & Round Sadacic Sadacic (Demo Version) Saturday Night Scared As You Screw Screw [Fitz/F2 Studios Demo 2/85][#] Secrets Secrets [#][Instrumental][Demo Version] See The Children Seventeen Seconds Sex-eye-make-up Shake Dog Shake Shake Dog Shake (Live) Shake Dog Shake [Studio Demo][#][*] Shiver And Shake Shiver And Shake (Studio Demo) Shiver and Shake [Jean Costas Studio Demo][Instrum... Siamese Twins Siamese Twins (Live In Brussels 6/82) Signal to Noise Signal to Noise (Acoustic Version) Sinking Sirensong Six Different Ways Six Different Ways [Fitz/F2 Studios Demo 2/85][#] Sleep When I'm Dead Snow In Summer So What So What? Speak My Language Spilt Milk Splintered In Her Head Stop Dead Stop Dead [Fitz/F2 Studios Demo 2/85][#] Strange Attraction Strum Subway Song Subway Song (Live In Nottingham) Subway Song (live) Sugar Girl Switch Taking Off The 13th The Baby Screams The Baby Screams [Live Bootleg - Bercy Paris 12/85... The Big Hand The Bird Mad Girl The Blood The Blood [Live Bootleg - Bercy Paris 12/85][#] The Caterpillar The Caterpillar [Studio Demo][#][*] The Cocktail Party The Dragon Hunters Song The Dream The Drowning Man The Drowning Man (Early version, live in Rennes 19... The Drowning Man (Live Australasia Aug. 1981) The Drowning Man (Live in Australasia 8/81) The Drowning Man [Live] The Edge of the Deep Green Sea The Empty World The End Of The World The End of the World [CD-ROM Track] The Exploding Boy The Exploding Boy (LP Version) The Exploding Boy [Fitz/F2 Studios Demo 2/85][#] The Expolding Boy (LP Version) The Figurehead The Figurehead (Rhino Studio Demo) The Figurehead (Studio Demo) The Figurehead [Studio Demo][#] The Final Sound The Funeral Party The Funeral Party (live 81) The Funeral Party (Live Summer 1981) The Hanging Garden The Hanging Garden (Live) The Hanging Garden (Single) The Hanging Garden (Studio Demo) The Hanging Garden [Studio Demo][#] The Holy Hour The Holy Hour (Early version, live in Amsterdam 19... The Holy Hour [Group Home Demo][#] The Hungry Ghost The Kiss The Kiss (Robert Smith home demo) The Kiss [RS Home Demo][Instrumental] The Last Day of Summer The Last Thing You Should Do The Loudest Song the loudest sound The Lovecats The Only One The Only One (Mix 13) The Perfect Boy The Perfect Boy (Remix 4 By Patrick Stump / Pete W... The Perfect Girl The Perfect Girl (Studio Demo) The Perfect Girl [Beethoven St. Studio Demo][Instr... The Promise The Real Snow White The Reasons Why The Same Deep Water As You The Same Deep Water as You [Band Demo] [#][Instrum... The Scream The Snakepit The Snakepit [Bootleg][Live] The Taste Of Ink The Top The Upstairs Room The Violin Song The Walk The Walk (Everything Mix) The Walk (Live) The Weedy Burton There Is No If ... there is no if... This Green City This Is a Lie This Is a Lie (Ambient Mix) This Morning This Twilight Garden This, Here And Now, With You This. Here and Now. With You Three Three Imaginary Boys Throw Your Foot Throw Your Foot [Studio Demo][#][*] To The Sky To Wish Impossible Things Torture Torture [Bootleg][Live] Trap Treasure Trust Truth Goodness and Beauty Truth Is (Tweaker cover) Truth, Goodness and Beauty Tuned Out on RTV5 Underneath The Stars Untitled Us Or Them Uyea Sound Very Good Advice Wailing Wall Waiting Want watching me fall Watching Me Fall (underdog Remix) Wendy Time where the birds always sing Why Can't Be You? Why Can't I Be Like You? Why Can't I Be Me Why Can't I Be With You? Why Can't I Be You? Why Cant'I Be You? Winter Winter Winter (studio out-take) Winter (Three Imaginary Boys Studio Outtake) Without You World In My Eyes World War World War (rare album track) Wrong Number Wrong Number (P2P Mix) Yesterday's Gone You Really Got Me You Stayed... You're So Happy You're so Happy (You Could Kill Me) Young Americans Young Americans (David Bowie cover) Your God Is Fear
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