You can't always take it so farnEmotional as you arenI am only bleeding...nnThe last time we spoke you said,nIt's better if we don't pretendnThe more we do, the harder it hitsnAnd I don't want to be part of this love/hate relationshipnnAnd you always knew what was best for menYour false hope and dried out sympathynYou played it like a symphonynUntil I fell to my kneesnnYou can't always take it so farnEmotional as you arenI am only bleedingnYou are just the scarnAnd all I can give is upnAnd that isn't nearly enoughnI am only bleedingnNow I suture myself shutnnIf I close my eyes for a minutenMaybe I can believe I'm a part of thisnAnd if I don't wake by your sidenIt just wasn't our timennI will hold onto, I will forget,nI will remember, I will regret...nNothing