He who believeth in JaShall not be condemnedBut he that believeth notIs condemned alreadyOnly becauseHe has not believedIn the man and the only begotten sonMy Lord(chorus)For he so feared the wordHe left his only begotten sonTo shed his bloodShow that pain is loveBut I wont cryCause I live to dieWit my mind on my moneyAnd my guns in the sky (x2)Yeah,Why would you leave somethin you love here to dieIn the coldAnd it growsLike a concrete roseYou the fool aint ITill I withered and diedOn the same streets you left meAnd, screamin Lord let me inI dont know where to beginSince I lost yo loveBut then again your loveWas strictly for the drugsI dont know whether to hugOr to fill you with slugsFuckin them whoresInstead of claiming whats rightfully yoursHoldin my heart from all the pain you causedWith no direction you left your first born lostGive or take a fewCause my hate for youGrew, over the yearsThrough blood, sweat, and tearsI wanted to be just like youMy father figure, now I want to fight youYou bitch nigga, left me 'loneAnd parts of me never out grownThe fact that left homeWhen moms was so strongDont let them get you fedThis world is yours she saidNow nothin that stoppin me but two to the headIn life theres more to comeWhen its all said and doneYou lost one loveYour only begotten son(chorus X2)But what a nigga live forAnd damn ready to die youngI'm the shadow behind the gunLook at what I've becomeThe fear of many niggasThe floss of most bitchesThe love that runs deepestIn the hearts of street niggasRaised in the ghettoBy the ghettoWas taught young to pop the medalThats how shit get settledLearn to cook up the cokeNever leave home without toastLearn to fly my bitches with birds not coatsNever trust ya, from a toddler to hustlaI was trained as a youngsta, to cock back and slug yaLove me or hate me, ya only sonLet me live or kill me, the chosen oneJa, under the gun gotta kill 'em for showIf you want it you gonna get more then you askin forLifes got more to comeBut when its all said and doneYou lost one loveYour only begotten son(chorus: x2)I wanted to be fam of yoursLooking now at nothin more thanTwo lost soulsLookin to meet at the cross roadsI burn the hydroLay back with my eyes closedIn deep thought like Brittany is somethin I'd die forHow the fuck do you sleep at night?Knowin you wrong the only thing you ever did rightDespite the loss I stretch the length of a shortNow I got a new father whose name is New YorkRunnin wild in the streetsWith heat, we don't talkCause when its cold you basically live life in darkWhen light would shine from the heavensAnd bless one Ja Rule lovedYour only begotten son(chorus: x3)
Lyrics by Ja Rule
187 Murda Baptiss Church 187 Murda Baptiss Church (skit) 21 Gunz 25 to Life 4 Seasons 6 Feet Underground Ain't It Funny (Murder Remix) Aint It Funny Alone Always On Time Always on Time [Album Version Explicit] Always on Time [DVD] ATL Tales/Ride Wit Me Been Around The World Believe Between Me and You Bewteen Me And You (Remix) Big Remo Big Remo (Skit) Bitch Bitch Betta Have My Money Black Or White Black Vodka Blood In My Eye Bobby Creep (Skit) Body Body [Dirty] Bout My Bisiness Bout My Business Caught Up Caught Up [Album Version Explicit] Caught Up [Instrumental] Caught Up [Street] Chris Black (skit) Clap Back Clap Back (satellite Exclusive) Clap Back [Album Version] ClapBack Connected Count On Your Nigga Crime Life Crime Scene Crown Daddy's Little Baby Daddy's Little Baby Damn Damn (Should've Treated U Right) Dem Niggaz Destiny Destiny (Outro) Dial M for Murder Die Dirty Pop Down 4 U Down 4 U (down Ass Bitch Remix) Down A** B**ch Down Ass Bitch Down Ass Chick Down For You Drown E Dub And Ja E-Dub & Ja E-Dub & Ja E-Dub and Ja Eerrthang Emerica Enemy of the State Everything Exodus (Intro) Exodus (Outro) Exodus (Outro) Extasy F*** You F*ck Fame Falling 2 Pieces Fame (Intro) Father Forgive Me First Degree Foolish Free Fresh Out Da Pen Fuck You Furious Gangstafied Get Away Get It Right Get It Started Get Money Get The Money Grand Finale Grey Box Grey Box (Skit) Gun Talk Holla Holla Holla Holla (remix) Holla Holla [Instrumental] Holla Holla [Street Version] Holla, Holla How Many Wanna How Many Wanna (Clean Version) How Many Wanna Die I Cry I Cry [DVD] I Hate Niggaz (Skit) I'll F*** U Girl I'll F*** U Girl (Skit) I'm Real I'm Real (Murda Mix) I'll F*** U Girl I'm Real Intro Intro (Rule 3:36 ) Intro (rule 3:36) Intro Superstar It's Murda It's Murda (Freestyle) It's Your Life It*s Murda [Instrumental] It's Murda It's Murda (Freestyle) It's Your Life Jadas Judas Kay Slay Kay Slay (Skit) Kill 'Em All Kill 'Em All Ladies Last Of The Mohicans Last Temptation Late nites Leaving Leaving (Always on Time, Pt. 2) Leo Leo (Skit) Let's Ride Let's Ride Life Ain't A Game Life Ain't A Game Life Goes On Live My Life Livin' it Up Lol Lonely People Loose Change Loose Change *Aftermath Diss* Lost Little Girl Love Me Hate Me Love Me, Hate Me M**** 4 Life Me Mesmerize Mesmerize [Album Version] Mesmerize [Radio Edit] Message To Mankind Mezmorize Movies Murda 4 Life Murda For Life Murda Murda Murder Intro Murder Me Murder Reigns Murderers My Body My Mind Right N***s & B*****s N***s & B*****s Never Again Never Had Time Never Thought New York New York (Remix) New York (Remix) (Featuring The Game, Jadakiss, & ... New York [DVD] New York Giant New York, New York Niggas & Bitches Niggas & Bitches Niggas Theme Niggaz Theme Nigguz Theme One Of Us Pain Is Love Pain Is Love (Skit) Pain Is Love Skit Parachute Passion Pop N****s Pop N****s [Album Version] Pop Niggas Pray 4 The Day Pushin' Put It On Me Put It On Me (radio Remix) Put It On Me (remix) R.U.L.E R.U.L.E. Race Against Time Race Against Time II Race Against Time Part. 2 Rain on Me Rain on Me [Remix] Rainy Dayz Real Life Fantasy Rebels Symphony Reign Reign [Instrumental] Remo (Skit) Represent Ride for This Rock Star Rule Won't Die (Outro) Rules Of Engagement Sing a Prayer 4 Me Smokin & Ridin Smokin And Ridin So Hot So Much Pain Somebody's Gonna Die Tonight Somebody's Gonna Die Tonight Something New Spun A Web Story To Tell Strange Days Stripping Game (Skit) Suicide Freestyle Sunset Superstar Superstar (Intro) Survival Of The Illest 2 Intro Survival Of The Illest Intro Survival Of The Illest Intro 1 Survival Of The Illest Intro 2 Tales From The Darkside Talk The Crown The INC intro The INC Is Back The Inc. The Inc. Intro The Inc. Is Back The Life The Life Feat. Hussein Fatal, Caddilac Tah, & Jame... The Manual The March Prelude The Mookster The Murderers The Pledge (Remix) The Pledge Remix The Rain The Rule Won't Die The Rule Won't Die The Warning The Wrap The Wrap (Freestyle) Thing's Gon' Change Thing's Gon' Change Things Gon Change Things Gon' Change \/ 2 Punk Ass Quarters [Skit] Thug Life Thug Lovin' Thug Luvin' To The Top Tovar True Love True Story True Story (Skit) Turn It Up Twisted U And Me Uh Oh Uh Ohhhh Uh-Ohhh! Uh-Ohhhhh Vita, Vita, Vita Watching Me We Did It Again We Did It Again (with Metallica) We Different We Fly We Getting High Tonight We Here Now We Murderers Baby Weed (Skit) What's Love? What's My Name What's Love? What's My Name Where I'm From Where I'm From Wonderful Wonderful (Remix) Wonderful (Remix) (Featuring Ashanti, Irv Gotti & ... World's Most Dangerous World's Most Dangerous Worldwide Gangsta Worldwide Gangstas X