Sucker myself into believing I'm doing the right thingnI think of your face and I pretend that I'm not alonenI'm lining up all the love and the trust and the good things,nBut there's a hole in my heart where I once kept a piece of homennWhat if one of yours turned a colornYou didn't mean for it to benAnd what if one of yours became anothernWould you hear it say:nLet me go, this isn't what I wanted, I can't be here anymorenlet me gonThis isn't what I needed, I can't exist here anymorennI've been thinking about my money nand how I gave it all awaynI've been thinking about the peoplenand how I should have never let them staynI've been thinking about how I always have to write just one more songnWell you know me, and that'll never changenBut I meant well all along, and I was wrongnnWhat if one of yours turned a colornYou didn't mean for it to benAnd what if one of yours became anothernWould you hear it say:nLet me go, this isn't what I wanted, I can't be here anymorenlet me gonThis isn't what I needed, I can't exist here anymorennReplace the silence with deafening soundnSend away the people, I want no one aroundnThis is my greatest mistakenAnd I will not be deniednI'm crawling my way to the surface outsidennWhat if one of yours turned a colornYou didn't mean for it to benAnd what if one of yours became anothernWould you hear it say:nLet me go, nThis isn't what I wanted, I can't be here anymorenLet me go,nThis isn't what I needed, I can't exist here anymore