there's one thing that I can't cheatnthis dull grey aura of defeatnboredom chokes me all the samensins are stubborn wriggling in my brainnnervous shakes all the timensickness radiates from menwaking up in a fognloose ends tied up in fantasynI can't think, been sober my whole lifen(but not tonight)nI can't think, troubles pile up insidendrink to obliterate tonightnand so my partner in depression serves to bestow a bitter lessonntonight we drink to take that driventomorrow's just if we survivenusually I'm not like thisn(car tires screech, I clench my fists)nI'm a peacful man, he saidnI'm only want to kill my head nI can't think, been sobered my whole lifenbut not tonightnand tomorrow comes just in timenbut not tonightn