it's 5 am i'm wide awake and feelin' dumbnwaitin' for a phone call that ain't gonna comenand i'm tryin' to make sense of time we spentni'm clueless waitin' for you to give me the hintnhow we went from being what i thought was connectednit is hard for me not to put it in perspectiveni never required you to make a choicenbut i wanted you to be excited by the sound of my voicenand somewhere along the line i became a burdennhow and why exactly it happened i'm not certainnif for better or for worsenwrong or rightnthat i know is i am thinking of you day and nightni can't quite understand why you ignore mendo you just not feel good enough for menor was i just a distraction from your everyday doin'snand you started feelin' bad when i was catchin' feelingsndid you think it was easier just to endnthan to tell me that you only want to just be friendsnit's a shame you couldn't show me just a little respectncause now i'm already done with you and onto the nextnnyou've beennon my mindnbut i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing withnon my mindnbut i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing withnni believe in breathing deepnno defeatnnot enough sleepni keep my feelings mostly to myselfnexcept in times when i need helpni hesitate to let you inneven though i know you want to be friendsni can't begin to make amendsnwith my fears insidenthey make me spinnin the wrong directionnam i only projecting?nshould i instead be looking at my own reflection?ni reject the notion of being boringni seek the adventures that leave me scoringnin the morning, through the day, and back into the nightnbut i'm still trying for the person who treats me rightnyou're out of sight, but not out of mindnwhat was the reason for the two of us to find each othernin this town full of everyone else's loversni know i fucked up, that's plain to seenbut let me know if there's a second chance for me 'causennyou've beennon my mindnbut i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing withnon my mindnbut i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing withnn(tender forever speaks french)nnyou've beennon my mindnbut i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing withnon my mindnbut i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing withnon my mindnbut i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing withnon my mindnbut i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing withnnpick your heart up off the ground n(on my mind)nbut i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing withnpick your heart up off the ground n(on my mind)nbut i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing withnpick your heart up off the ground n(on my mind)nbut i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing withnpick your heart up off the ground n(on my mind)nbut i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing with