I'm tired of running away from obstacles in my way. nbreaking me, making me fall, am i weak have i lost control? nmaking my goals seem so distant, making destiny out to be a dream. ni feel like i'm losing this battle, becoming a slave of my own sorrow. noh lord help me. nit's not easy being. nlord give me a new life, new reason for living. nas i crawl on my hands and my knees, isn't this so pathetic of me? nso many think my life is sweet, but it's been sour grapes to me. ni wish others could walk in my shoes, and realize what i've been through. nnext time you see a smile on my face, nlook deep in my eyes and witness my pain. noh lord help me. nit's not easy being. nlord give me a new life, new reason for living. nas i walk with my head down in shame to realize nand cannot continue this way. nmust be bold, must be strong and be true, ncause this world is nothing but straight up cruel. nso i look at myself and i say, ni won't slip through cracks and i won't decay. nmy faith has got to change, open my soul before all fades away. noh lord help me. nit's not easy being. nlord give me a new life, new reason for living