To my mother, to my father.nIt's your son or it's your daughter.nAre my screamsnloud enough fornyou to hear me?nShould I turn this up for you?nnI sit here locked inside my head,nremembering everything you said.nThe silence gets us nowhere, ngets us nowhere way too fast.nnThe silence is what kills me.nI need someone here to help me.nBut you don't know how to listen,nand let me make my decision.nnI sit here locked inside my head,nremembering everything you said.nThe silence gets us nowhere, ngets us nowhere way too fast.nnYour insults and your cursesnmake me feel like I'm not a person.nAnd I feel like I am nothing.nBut you made me, so do something.n'Cause I'm fucked up, because you are.nNeed attention.nAttention you couldn't give.nnI sit here locked inside my head,nremembering everything you said.nThe silence gets us nowhere,ngets us nowhere way too fast.nnI sit here locked inside my head,nremembering everything you said.nThe silence gets us nowhere, ngets us nowhere way too fast.