As I reach out my hands to the skynIt's in this moment that I've come to realize I've played my partnFor all of those who said it could never be donenThis is for younnTormented by my every undying devotion for younnI have destroyed myselfnThis time it was all or nothingnI struck the match and turned awaynnTorch the fields and pray for rainnTorch the fields and pray for rainnTorch the fieldsnnI have entered the eye of the stormnA pause in afflictionnBut I'll never feel so alive as I do when your world falls apartnI feed on the thrill of knowing that all our hope is lostnnI want nothing more than to be given a chance to start againnnIf I could find the cure I'd cleanse myself of all I knownCut the cord, bring the plaguenStart againnStart againnI'd give anything to return to the nothing, from which I camenAsh to ash, dust to dustnStart againnStart againnnI'd give anything to return to nothingnI'd give anything to return to nothingnI'd give anything, return to nothingnI'd give anything, return to nothingnnIf not forgiven, will this all be forgotten?nAs this guilt will outlive us bothnDear God, what have I let myself become?nWhat have I let myself become?