Never been a girl nWho used to crynDidn't show emotions nDon' know whynDidn't wanna feel nThe pain inside nI guessnnBut as the years nKeep going bynYou came along nAnd changed my mindnI should leave nThe past behind menI should let you nFind menSupposed nTo stay beside menYou were supposed nTo guide menThrough the ups nAnd downsnYou were always nGonna be around nUntil the endnnI still think nWe couldn'Cause you and me nWe're goodnAnd I'll tell you nWhy this hurts n'Cause I'm sobernnBut I just wanna be drunknSo I can forget about younAnd all the stupid things nThat love nHas pulled me throughnEven when nI've had too muchnI still feel your touchnMaybe this just means nThat I'm not drunk enoughnnSo I'm nGonna get myself nAnother drinknWhenever I start nTo think about youn'Cause I do nWhat I really nDon't want tonBut sometimes nMy dreams nJust come throughnnAnd when I get therenTo a place nWhere I see you nIn a kitchennI stop wishing nBut that thing nAnd I don't need younI don't really nWanna see younAnd I don't want you nTo see menYou would think nThat I was crazynYou might think nThat I wanna be nClose to younBut I'd rather nWanna drink nSome whiskeynAnd maybe nHave a little sip n'O winen'Cause right now nIt's the only thing nThat makes me forget nYou are minenBut right now nI am sobernnBut I just wanna be drunknSo I can forget about younAnd all the stupid things nThat love nHas pulled me throughnEven when nI've had too muchnI still feel your touchnMaybe this just means nThat I'm not drunk enoughnnI still think we couldn(I'm not drunk enough)n'Cause you and me nWe're goodn'Cause I'm sobernnBut I just wanna be drunknSo I can forget about younAnd all the stupid things nThat love nHas pulled me throughnEven when nI've had too muchnI still feel your touchnMaybe this just means nThat I'm not drunk enoughnn(I still think we could)nBut I just wanna be drunknSo I can forget about younAnd all the stupid things nThat love nHas pulled me throughn('Cause you nAnd me we're good)nEven when nI've had too muchnI still feel your touchnMaybe this just means nThat I'm not drunk enough