this is not a test or business as usualnthough it isn't casual, its really up to you to goncause even at its best it's better when its mutualnmost things are like that you knownand this is no exception, nonnI rely on itnit's no lie, I rely on itnnand I'm not laying bets, cause there's nothing in my pocketnand I think I'm in over my head, maybe that's just a part of it ncause even if you get a hundred steps ahead nthere's no promise you can keep controlnthis is no exception, nonnthis is not a test