Thrown away everythingnChallenged hope, challenged fatenFuck the world, fuck my placenLike it mattersnPoint your fingers at me,nContest my integrity,nQuestion my honestynnDon't even try itnFeed your life to someone who caresnNothing, no one, do it myselfnOne fist in the gold,nOne foot in the grave,nOne fist in your face,nDestroyingnnSo sick of believingnFeels like I'm eating myself alivenSo sick of, existingnFeels like I'm dyingnFeels like I'm eating myself alivennNever asked for a thing,nMade myself, made my way,nOn my own, trustworthynI've never strayednMy drive is fueled from the core,nOpened mind closed the doornConfidence to the bone,nTo the marrownFeed your life to someone who caresnNothing, no one, do it myselfnnOne fist in the gold,nOne foot in the grave,nOne fist in your face,nDestroyingnnSo sick of believingnFeels like I'm eating myself alivenSo sick of existingnFeels like I'm dyingnFeels like I'm eating myself alivennCleanse me, to wash away, drowning myself,nDrowning myself in the wavesnCleanse me, to wash away, drowning myself,nDrowning myself in the wavesnnSo sick of believing,nFeels like I'm eating myself alivenSo sick of, existingnFeels like I'm dyingnFeels like I'm eating myself alive