They say that I am a prayer unanswered. nI said I haven't prayed in years. nThey say that I had just never learned.n I said I didn't care. nThey tell me God hears every thought.n Well than why can't I hear His? nIf I am a prayer than God forgot. nThat I would never come to Him with this. nThis ugly body that doesn't fit. nAny of His ten commandments. nThey say the world's a tape recorder.n That we just listen and repeat. nBut I however beg to differ. nWe do much less than that. nNo one ever hears their own goddamn heartbeat. nNo one ever duplicates their own fucking defeat. nSo get down on your knees, close your eyes. nSpeak to something that can't possibly be listening. nOh He's there, yeah His presence never dies. nBut no one's gonna guarantee a blessing. nFor his disappointing demise. nBut let's all pray for the forgiveness we don't deserve on this special holiday.