Im the willing thats lost behind closed eyesnYou swallow me back downnThe sound of beauty thats trapped across the wirenUntil the sun burns outnnFor menFarthernFor menFarther than beforenFor menHighernFor menHigher than the last timennWeve both lost something dearnAnd this wasnt how we planned it outnAnd we both know this wasnt a threat to me and younnIm the willing thats lost behind closed eyesnYou swallow me back downnThe sound of beauty thats trapped across the wirenUntil the sun burns outnnLike a kitennThis is wherenWe both go our separate waysnEven thoughnEven though its notnnWhere were you when I needed someone to just hold onto?nA state of mind that wont change no matter how hard you try.nWhere were you when I needed someone to just hold onto?nThe taste you brought with your lungs breathing down my throat.nWhere were you when I needed someone to just hold onto?nA state of mind that wont change no matter how hard you try.nnAnd I hope for the best in everything you do.nEven if I tried I couldnt forget you.nnThis is warnI am homennUntil the sun burns out.nnThis is you