Spiders are jumping into the lightnSpiders on my skin, white nightnSome ice-cold whisky flows in my brainnDeeper and deeper, cold are in my veinsnnThis is my cell where I used to walknThis is my hell, well it's full of smokenI saw the devil, I met a friendnI felt evil breathing at the endnnI am a monster, I am a freak, I am Jesus, I am a creepnI am the father, I am the sun, I am the healer, I am the gunnnThere goes a night trainnRight to nowherenTied to my anklesnBlack ruby chainsnnFalling from the ceilingnRunning on the floornSteeling my anguishnBreaking my doornnAm I a loner, am I so coldnI need a lover, let's go homenSome ice-cold whisky flows in my brainnDeeper and deeper, cold are in my veinsnnI am a monster, I am a freak, I am Jesus, I am a creepnI am the father, I am the sun, I am the healer, I am the gunnnI am the gunnI am the gunnI am the gunn