A disconcerting way to wake: to find everything innplacenthe world goes on without my faith in anythingnto have to drag myself from bed, pull a sweater overnmy head n(somehow find a way to brave the sun again). nAnd all of this just as I was beginning to have thenmost amazing dream. nThey rolled the stones away nand let everyone come right in and say hello to me. nThey picked me up and held me there nand smiled at my crumpled wings. nAnd all of this just as I was beginning to have thenmost amazing dream. nAnd when you go to sleep at night, don't you ever feelnthe weight nof all the things that make you happy;nthat float around you, pull you down? nAnd don't you ever want to stand up on the waves andnrun?