i wait, for something.ni was waiting for nothing to arive.nnFine, I'm fine.nI say, but inside i am crying out loud.nnToday, again.nToday again i feel like fasting forward to helln nMistakes, a fewna lot and they keep following me aroundnnSad, So sadni want to roll into my bed and never wake up againnnFeelings, the wrongnFeelings i cant help and that are never called uponnnCold, so ColdnSo damn cold because there's no one warming mennLove, My lovenlove wich is never answered bynnSomeone, the Onenthe one that can't or doesn't want to see mennA thorn, thorn in my sidenendless pain as i keep on bleeding for all timennA bomd, TickingnInside of me and i dont know when it burstsnnPain, so muchnToo much, it feels like i'm being torn apartnnFrustration.. wonngone with the love and i dont know what i did wrongnnMoving, Stil moving onnEven tough i'm at the point of breaking down.nnHow.. how?nHow can i fix if i dont know were it brokennn