I felt this thing in the bayonetnwhen I brought it to the banquetnBlanketed under my clothingnLoathing every secondnI was beckoned by a higher moldingnThe foresight had me famishednDamaged by the light of a cometnStill I managed to dodge the bandagenI rode a planet unnamed across the Milky WaynIn the name of passion for a woman nHad me broken to this daynI say it only because the way it went down nShoulda went down different nMore honest & not so innocentnThe angle now was infinitenLust is like an infant nBorn between hormones & ignorancenOf consequence, it all makes sensenWhen the deed is done and over withnPeople get hurt, blamed and threatenednPut to shame due to lustnIn my case disregardin' a group of friendshipnLetting my nuts drive my gutsnShe was my first time in the cutsnI couldn't help my feelingsnDealing with young & old, different attachmentsnSimilar future goalsnI apologize for the lies nAnd the crazy way I played them offnI wish I could turn back time nAnd make my wrongs rightnBut it's all night I dream about my past lifenWhether innocent, recent, or way beforenLust is a dirty whore nIt's who I'm watching fornImmobilized by lust, retire every possibilitynKilling trust with erratic emotion, excitement, and agilitynAdolescent conformity to the painful deceptionnOf sex, lies, and friendship; the faultiest connectionnI didn't used to know about throwing salt on the game boardnThe naming game brought sore to throatnSo I knew what I came fornI was torn back like a bottle-topnTo disenchant my sensesnMy friends chanted jump the fencenDon't void the infectionsnThe whole world I knew collapsednOver a girl I knew elapsednPictures moving through so fastnI thought I wasn't about to lastnMy mass was crackednFrom a windstorm of twisted factsnDidn't know how to actnDitching class like a nervous ratnSurrounded by cats with massive appetitesnHalf the night I surrounded myselfnWith all the possible outcomesnHow come it all came down so hard?nObsession yanked my car from the middle yardnShouldn't have fiddled with empathynFor a lust so dangerousnSo what should I do?nImmobilized by lust, retire every possibilitynKilling trust with erratic emotion, excitement, and agilitynAdolescent conformity to the painful deceptionnOf sex, lies, and friendship; the faultiest connectionn