Heidi when I think of younI can't help remember everything you put us thrunthe waiting andnthe watching andnthe promises you broke half drunknfalling asleep every night out on the phonennyou're an accident waiting to happennyou're a walking hesitationnso far East but never here where I amnnyou can't hold out foreverncuz I've come to expect morenwe both won't always be alivenmy heart won't always be opennnHeidi when I think of younI can't help but see a sad alone scared littlennothingna fear of flying a fear ofnchangenof being used, unloved a fear of beingnout of range of your comfort zonenof this old predictable holennbut not with menyou're not with mennyou can't hold out foreverncuz I've come to expect morenwe both won't always be alivenmy heart won't always be open