As I lay down and close my eyesnI start to feel that there is something wrong.nNow i just don't feel myselfnThis is not where I belong.nnQuestioning my mental health,nI find I live a life that's not mine!nnLiving someone else's life,nI'm living someone else's life,nI see through someone else's eyes.nLiving someone else's life,nI'm living someone else's life,nI live in someone else's time.nnI am confused and I am lostnMy existence I just can't define.nThere is a world beyond this worldnI live a life that is not mine.nnThis is not my life