Don't get me wrong but I gotta believenThere's something going on here that I can't seenYour mouths moving and sounds coming outnBut I don't have a clue what you're talking aboutnnI can't explain how I am the onenWho has to sit and listen while you're flapping your gumsnThe more I pull back, the tighter the chainnI'm getting dumber every minutenBut I can't get awaynnParalyzed from the neck upnnI know the way but I am lostnForcing down these explosionsnOf bitterness and apathynI try hard to care but I just don't succeednFeigning a smile and a knowing glancenHope these eyes aren't betrayingnMy heart was never in this fightnI closed all the doors and I blocked out the lightnnI got no energy to humor you nownIt's taking all I got not to just turn aroundnMy mind turned out every word that you saidnI may still look alive but I'm as good as dead