Until this big revue nI thought I'd figured outnNo release from the pressure nGrowing strong nnConfirmation from outside is a luxury nBut without I have to dig for the reasons nFound to live inject my life with meaning nSuffering from pains nnI needed a cure placed my attention nIn what could make a difference nIn my life all I wished for before nWas a reason to go on nnFound in a tune hollow existence nA grim prospect secured a distance nAnd without I'm nothing nSometimes I picture a life nnA picture I can't have denied nIt with this therapy nI use to define identity nWhat's lost in me nnTo where I realize has how been refined nSecurity's no option nInvested all I had against recourse nAccepted rejection by decisions nnTo ignore average life nI was always so sure nThat the answer lay beyond the prescribed path nRefused admission to my escape nnProvided the stage nI need to realize/confirmed in my eyes