Oh dear god I’m writing this letter to you nCause I don’t have a cluenCan you help me?nnnI’m sitting here nSimply trying to figure outnWhat my life’s all about itnCan you tell me?nnI never wanted to benThe person you see nWon’t you tell me who I am?nnI always wanted to dienBut you kept me alivenPlease tell me who I amnnnI lie awake conducting this symphony, nThat you have gifted to me, nbut I don't ever sleepnnDon’t get madnCause I get weak insidenAnd I start to fall apartnCause I feel nothingnnnI never wanted to benSome kind of comic relief nPlease show me who I amnnI been tortured and scornednSince the day that I was bornnBut I don’t know who I amnnAnd I thank you man for everythingnSorry I’m so frightened about all of thisnOh I wish I could give you morennnBut all the lights are shining down on me nAnd I feel violated by it allnnnnnI never wanted to benThe person you see but thank younOh god please tell me nownAre you disappointed or are you proudnI’ve been also EVRYTHING, EVRYTHING!nnI’m so sorry I’m so weak nAnd I turned into a freaknBut I don’t know ANYTHING, ANYTHING!nnI’ve lost all self-esteemnA million, everythingnAnd I feel NOTHING, NOTHING!nnOh god please tell me nownGod please tell me nownCause I feel nothingnnOh dear god I’m writing this letter to younCause I’m coming undone nPlease help me, menn