i'm amazed by the words coming out my mouthnwhen loose lips sink ships mines the first one downnand when lifeboats run out,nhow far can you swim before your legs stop pushing and the sea takes you in?nnwhich one is up which what is down his hers or mine or yours mine or hisnwhich this is what where what is down this those or thine or mister or minen(up down left right)nnso tell me another jokenill laugh at anything in this state of mind, or lack thereofnlike two guys walk into a barnand two more, then two more, and two morenwhat fun they must be having.nhow could i fathom such amazing fun?nnstand still for just one secondnlet me take one good hard looknbut when these walls are spinning, i cant focus on that look that i tooknn(tilt it back tilt it back back)neyes to the ceilingnhow/what/which/way to describe this feelingnnand when lifeboats run outnhow far can you swim beforenthe pressure, the pleasure, the pleasure, the pressure