oh god what happened to you? I barely recognize your face.nBut we're past this. (just move past this).noh god, I could spend the night tryin' to catch my shadownBut it's time to grow up she said some things are simply out of reachnDon't you dare stop pushing me away.nnAnd it's a thin line between mistress and lovernit's the same bullshit line that says that this is forevernit's the same line they draw when you take two to the chestnit's the same line that flattens after cardiac arrestnAnd it's a line rehearsed that gets forgotten on stage nit's the line on your skin they cut so you never agenit's the same line that separates your brain from your heartnit's the line that you did that plans to tear you apart.nnoh god what happened to you? I barely recognize your face.nBut we're past this. (just move past this).noh god, I could spend the night tryin' to catch my shadownBut it's time to grow up she said some things are simply out of reachnDon't you dare stop pushing me away.nnand he said that he thinks that he feels like he's wasting all his timenbut he can't help wond'ring if he needs it all And he said nnYou wanna talk about wasting time? nThis isn't who I am, and it isn't who I'm ever going to be nLife is staring me right in the fuckin' face not just nbreathing down my neck and I barely recognize it. nnhe said. he said. he said. he said. he said. he said The keys decaynnoh god what happened to you? I barely recognize your face.nBut we're past this. (just move past this).noh god, I could spend the night tryin' to catch my shadownBut it's time to grow up she said some things are simply out of reachnDon't you dare stop pushing me away.nnpushing me away. The satellite accellerates and I think I finally reached escape veloci-ty. nI still remember how it burned.nI couldn't close my eyes long enough to miss how it glowed.nAnd now I feel and see it each time we're close. nThe sun just isn't bright enough. FUCK.nI get lost every second I find it.nI lose touch every time that i feel this.nthe keys decay. I get lost every second I feel this.nthe keys decay. I lose touch every time.nnoh god what happened to you? I barely recognize your face.nBut we're past this. (just move past this).noh god, I could spend the night tryin' to catch my shadownBut it's time to grow up she said some things are simply out of reachnDon't you dare stop pushing me away.