Smother my face with my pillownand say goodnight.nSmile and kiss my blue lipsnand listen to me drown in my sleep.nIt's what I wantnand it's the best for both of us.n(Kill me when you leave.)nIf I can't have you, just kill me.nJust kill me when you leave.nKnot that string around my throat.nMake the paper bag around my face nice and tight.nHold my hand as I grip yours harder and harder.nWatch my last dying breathesnand hear my last loving cry.nIt's the best for both of us.nIt's what I want