(with mark mallman)nnnnyou're dressing like a little girl. nnyou never used to be that way. nnbut when i saw you yesterday, nnyou'd even changed your face. nnyou looked at me and then you looked away. nnit was a year ago today. nnyour mouth was hanging open wide. nni held a map of things to come, nnthen lost you in the rerun, nnand once again, to sleeping with oblivion. nnso burn another calendar nnand torch the memory of nnwhat's only just a little year,nnit seems like lifetimes since you've been here. nnit's only what we said. nnwell, that was love. nnthey're breaking bottles at the bar. nnout in the parking lot, they're breaking even more. nnlike on the night we met, you said, nnthey'd one day find me dead nnand in a coffin there is room for only one. nnyou know you are the only one. nndon't get up; it's only me. nnwho saw your number in my book, nnwho called you then hung up, nnand went again to sleeping with oblivion. nnyou know you are the only one.