Point break, hope lostnI don't know what I've done to deserve this, I'm nervelessnAnd all I've ever wanted, is just to understand, why this disease ninfects me and why I can't live the life you all havennPick me up, pick me up whoa ohnIt's no suprise this has come back to haunt menSo hold me up while its pulling me downnbut with my eyes shut, it opens my worldnThere's much more life to live, and much more love to give, its the nbeating in my chest that keeps my head from giving up, cause what I've nstarted, I have to seennPoint break, hope lost, all immunity is gone and unworthy, it hurts menAnd if I didn't feel so insecure I might scream out for helpnnPlease tell me everything will go away with this pill that I take whole, nto fill this holenI wish it was that simple but I guess I can do as I've been told and ndig this hole