And it's a plaguenThis constant weightnIt haunts my thoughtsnWhen your awaynnAnd would it be safenFor one to saynI made your heart smilenAt the end of the daynnAnd what,nWhat was hidden behind your smile?nWas it love, or pain in disguise?nI know my love never took that awaynI know my love was just a plaguennAnd with every daynI'd pray you'd saynI brought you joy in some waynBut thats not the casenCause I took it awaynI turned your joynInto painnnI know my songs were never profoundnThey were never sincere enough nTo make your heart sing outnSo where am I wrong nIn hoping that I,nMight someday realize where I was all alongnWhere I was all alongnnAnd what, what was hidden behind your eyes?nWas it love, or pain in disguise.nI know my love never took that away.nI know my love was just a plague.