I filled out the ocean
I let it flow right through my veins
I kept this in motion but,
I couldn't figure out how to change
I feel there's nothing truly left in my soul now
no forgiveness no for sure's
Interestingly enough I'm told there's a cure but,
your told your vision is blurred
I filled out the ocean
I let it flow right through my brain
And if I could only get some form of closure
Cause I'm spiraling out today
Dont you ever forget I'm as dark as it gets
(blood pumping now I guess that's a start)
gold digging, dirt dressed up this heart
And I will never ever ever regret
About as good as it gets
you consume my cortex
clogged up, choked out, what a fool I am
And I'm not that irreversible mess
And Ill never let you know
You can sit on your high chair
feet up on the desk
It doesn't impress me at all
Ill wait/Always/Away/No way/Ill wait
I'm not talking about a stab in the dark
I mean what I said cause Ill be back
You should of gave me that unpayable debt
you left and never came back
I do what I do not to interrogate you
Am I erasing lines in a poets face
Its time I put you to shame
I only came back for you
I know we didn't plan for this but
it starts to feel kinda bad when
All you are is on someones demand
And what you are is better then them
Well just in-case it gets better then
told false hope is for sure
I wish I had my way with you
Ill show you, what you've been longing for