I saw you this morning,nYou were moving so fast.nCan't seem to loosen my grip,nOn the past.nAnd I miss you so much,nThere's no one in sight.nAnd we're still making love,nIn my secret life.nnI smile when I'm angry.nI cheat and I lie.nI do what I have to do,nTo get by.nBut I know what is wrong,nAnd I know what is right.nAnd I'd die for the truth,nIn my secret life.nnHold on, hold on, my brother,nMy sister, hold on tight.nI finally got my orders,nI'll be marching through the morning.nMarching through the night,nMoving 'cross the borders,nOf my secret life.nnLooked through the paper,nMakes you want to cry.nNobody cares if the people,nLive or die.nAnd the dealer wants you thinking,nThat it's either black or white.nThank God it's not that simple,nIn my secret life.nnI bite my lip.nI buy what I'm told.nFrom the latest hit,nTo the wisdom of old.nBut I'm always alone,nAnd my heart is like ice.nAnd it's crowded and cold,nIn my secret life