I did not go outside todaynIt's just as well my desk is by the windownSo I can tell if there's anything I'm missingnThere is not nThere is notnnI did not think that I'd be in this placenIf you'd asked me. No one asked younBut I am so there's no reason to believenI'm different than 2000 of menI am notnBut I wantnnThe things I want are simple thingsnLike love and trust and sanitynAnd I am on my waynWhat holds me back are awful thingsnLike apathy and lack of sleepnSometimes I can't catch my breathnSo I sit with confidencenBecause it's easynnThou shalt not covet what thy neighbor's gotnBut my god is a jealous godnWhat he wants is what his neighbor's gotnWhat I wantnWhat I wantnnThe things I want are simple thingsnLike love and trust and sanitynThey are not out of reachnWhat holds me back are awful thingsnLike apathy and lack of sleepnnSometimes my throat gets so sorenThat I don't want to talk anymorenSometimes I can't catch my breathnAnd my heart is beating wildly; I can feel it through my chestnSometimes I smell the scent of bloodnIt's pumping overtime to try to keep upnSometimes I swear I seenPeople shift across a room there's no one in but menSometimes I taste defeatnSo I force my tongue as far as it will go into my cheekn