Catastrophe waits for me in the form of the girlnWith long hair and narrow hips and eyes as bright as pearls.nnI know I'm a gonernI know I'm as good as walking dead.nI know I'm a gonernI should have known as soon as she said,nOh, I like your music and the way it fucksnWith my head.nnWhy oh why do I play with fire when I know that I'll get burned?nAll the scars that I've acquired, you'd think that I'd have learned.nnI know I'm a gonernI know I'm good as burning ash.nI know I'm a gonernI should have known as soon as she asked,nWhy do all your songs sound happynBut seem so sad?nnWould you like to go home with me? (x3)nWould you like to go home- I'm so alone.nnCatastrophe sleeps beside me in the form of a girl.nHer naked flesh pressed against me, outside, sleeping world.nnI know I'm a gonernI know I'm as good as dead again.nI know I'm a gonernI should have known it happened the moment when,nShe came to me and said,nHello, I am a fan.